Wednesday, July 14, 2010

The Beginning of My Journey (Post #4)

(January 5, 1893 - March 7, 1952)
A premavatar, "Incarnation of Love"

Sorry I haven't blogged lately. I have been researching a lot about Hinduism. I came across a copy of the Bhagavad Gita, that I love reading. It is easy to understand and is annotated/explained. I am also reading Autobiography of a Yogi, By: Paramahansa Yogananda. I can't stop reading that book. I feel his heart and soul when I'm reading the book. It is as if he is actually with me telling me the story face-to-face.

Over the past few days, I have felt more myself and more devoted to my Gods. When I went to my Catholic church (I go because, I sing in the choir there), I imagined people (like priests) dressed in Middle Eastern/Indian outfits with red dots on their foreheads. While I was praying in church, I could hear the voice of Lord Shri Krishna speaking to me. I am still trying to understand the meaning of all this (If it was part of my past life or is my future...the path I should take). But, eventually this will all make sense in the end.